and im P R A Y I N G he notices *me*--------- skin is c o l d and white such a lovely lonly night------------ ...and there NoThInG you could do to make me change my mind...GOODBYE
-------------im dien bl e e ding and SCREAMING----x3am i too lost to be saved ---------------nd i didnt want to let u no~~~its xkillingx me inside -------------crawl in a hole...bury me alive...LAUGH AND WATCH ME xDIEx
   

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Nov 6, 2004
the past few days

THURSDAY nothing exiting school    kayla came over    made megan wicked interesting b day cards    sat around doing nothing lol FRIDAY school   megans b day   football game    megans house    slept over    megan made my arm feel better lol    took a lot of pics    watch sum good movies     woke up ate yummy doughnuts   watch another movie SATURDAY (today) finished megans party whichs was  really fun    bri came over   we went to the barn    i jumped mii babii branda    bri got on her    we came home got ready REALLY QUICK for the moveis    saw saw hehe with kyle n kayla     uhh walkd around the mall kyle got really quiet n i didnt no wat was wrong n he wouldnt tell me n that got me depressed so im depressed right now    n am writing this    hes not online n after tonight i dont really feel like calling him cus he seems like hed rather kill sumone then tlk to me     so ya iono wat was wrong n still dont ~~~~~~~im gunna go eat sum candy n watch tv n feel better lol LUV YAS
""NICOLE""

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Nov 3, 2004
uhh today

today nothng fun went to school went to barn with mii babii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! checked out sumtin new woooot wooooot i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well all i have to say is kyle makes fun of me a lot lol yes he sure does :'( its very sad but I STILL LOVE HIM FOR SUM REASON lol
well peace out now...luv yas
uUuNICOLEuUu

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Nov 2, 2004
sick today

I stayd home from school sick all day...didnt feel good at all...slept n it was only good cus suffield had no school today so i tlked to kyle n nicolas a lot..n othas from suffield a lil too...it was cool!
well im gunna go eat sumtin now
LUV YAS WwNICOLEwW

LOVE KYLE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH OMG HES MY BOO!!!!!!!!!!

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Nov 1, 2004
past few dayz

thursday..school...then stephs n i saw my boo!!

friday..me kayla bri diane n megan went to community service then kayla n bri slept over...how much fun ya uhuhh...

saturday..barn..went to kaylas for bout five seconds then went to go pick up bri went to movies met kyle n travs mavs there...OMGGGGG I MET SAM sum girl i really dont like cus she treats travs mavs like SHIT...ya n that was fun..then i went n slept at kaylas

sunday..~HAPPY HOLLOWEEN~..barn..went to kyles OMG i should say kylas..he was dressed as a girl n i really didnt look at him once cus i was getting soooo scared..it was soooo fun tho...it was me kyle NICOLAS travs mavs alex kayla n allee n harry..haha i LOVEDDDD alex's costume it was a bologna thing haha n omg nicolas holy shit he was a fairy n he had a wand n home made wings he spent an hour making lol n a TINYYY lil too too bout like five inches long maybe even shorter OMG funny he was sooo cute

monday <today>..school then came home round twelve cus i am
sick...but i might go to CCD woot woot OMG bri came back to school

today :-P yayyyy

well im gunna go lay down get sum rest

LUV YAS..bNICOLEd 

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Oct 27, 2004
today was fun READ bout it it was cool

hmm today..
poetry...boring as usual sum1 in my class apryl has sumtin wrong with her eye hehe shes cool!...paula wasnt ther that made me a lil teary eyed...n ya thats it

entrep...uhh didnt do much me ashley n nikki just like hung didnt feel like oding work so we didnt ask our vp wat to do i no we are rebels...where was lia during all this hmm i forget

gym...oh wat fun this was...learned how to play shot put...i had to keep an i on sum kids who were throwin it not pushing it hehe diane tiana tom n kevin those silly children..(i think there all older then me)

lunch...waited for travs call...no call:-( lol...then just hung with fatty(erin)..<shes bout as skinny as me dont worry everbody...diane megan n paula n bunch of otha ppl

english...was pretty cool acually we went to the library such a far walk like two hole classes over huh i needed a breather wen i got there...then i listend to toms rock mix it was pretty good lol...then james gave me n christina a lesson on murderers cus we were looking at an encyclopedia bout them cus we didnt want to work...he knows like every frigen one its kinda funny..then thats it mrs kelly got mad cus we werent doin ne hting n chris sprayd all this ax it smelled sooooo bad it was like burning our eyes...

science...uhh me n brian started playing monopolie  cus it was just sittin on our desk...n like ya mr. moarer was like U CAN PUT THAT GAME AWAY NOW n brian took like fourty hours to do it cus he had soo much money cus he was winning we playd for like a half hour with out mr. maurer noticing it was fun..then school ended

barn...i just got pics of her that sumone there took n there cute i let her eat sum grass then i put her back out with her b/f...whos being a meany poop to her latly lol she just will have to give him a SWIFT hehe swift...ne way a swift kick in the buttox haha buttox ya that was my day

right now..just sitting here watching the game GO RED SOX..n listening to slip knot yar...so ttyal

SIGN MY TAG BOARD PPL
LUV YAS...$nicole$
I LOVE MY BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Oct 26, 2004
wow da past few days were acually pretty cool

alright according to kayla its been four days since i wrote in here so lets see....
[friday] was the hole nicolas thing...so instead of going to six flags with him i just went to the movies iwht like kyle ryan alex kayla amanda loveland showed up!!! with rell!!!...allee too i havnt seen rell n allee in a WICKED LONGGG TIME n i just love amanda...n like ok twently other ppl literally a bucnch of young ppl like in eight grade it was GREAT we took up the hole section of teh movies...we saw the grudge i was very relazed sitting on kyles lap tho soi didnt really no if it was scary...oh ya i met sum ppl like harry...n mavis...n like  SHIT LOAD of other ppl that iv just heard bout lol there funny
[saturday]..movies again lol n i went to the barn ...the movies was just me n kyle n rayn i sat on MY BOO'S lap again hehe n we saw shark tail that was a funny movie lol we saw this funny kid kyle n ryan no there with harry they were funny ppl yes yes..."DAMN WHITE PPL" hehe
[sunday] i did uhh wat did i do....oh ya me n kayla rented two scary movies n went to watch them at bris OK GUYS never ever ever send me n kayla to rent scary movies cus really it happends EVER SINGLE TIMe we rent a realy bad unscary one or as in this case a fn japanese one yaaa so that was sunday
[monday] school woot woot...then went to the barn...then went to the game n saw sum wicked funny ppl dressed in cheer leading outfits like derik n i think this kid joe iono his name tho...n the softmores beet the freshman the seniors beet the jr's...then we playd the seniors...n lost hehe ya n todays...
...[tuesday] went to the barn then came home...n had a wicked good night then it got sasd...then like its still sad n im on the fone with travs right now so its a lil better

I LVOE KYLE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH ITS UNEXPLAINABLE JSUT TO LET EVERBODY NO....I LOVE MY BOOOO

            LUV YAS...>>NICOLE<<
   

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Oct 22, 2004
nicolas

poor nicolas...ya...omg u no wat i realized today nicolas has a song hes famous now i didnt get to tell him tho :-/
MY BOLOGNA HAS A FIRST NAME its o-s-c-a-r
my bologna has a second name its m-a-y-e-r
i LOVE to eat it every day
n if u ask me wat ill sayyyyyyyyy
is oscar mayer has a way with n-i-c-o-l-a-s  B-O-L-O-G-N-A

kaylas section..
wow today was ever so exiting in school huh ya wasnt it since lunch was the only time i can see u n hte only exiting thng that happend there was i borrowd ur dollar..i no exubarently exiting...

well im gunna go...ttyal

LUV YAS...oOoNICOLEoOo

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Oct 21, 2004
OMG OMG OMG OMG

OMG ok today stuff exiting acually happend kinda sad tho i guess...well first lovly school...then after me kayla n diane were sitting in the cafateria n niel comes through n his arm is completly broken n it was like a ninty degree angle sticking out kinda its hard to explain it was sooooo sad i felt sooo bad i was like shaking so were a lot of ppl...
 ya n nicks being gay n yup just being gay right now n i am angrified cus our plans were just great till he became a fucking dumb ass yupp so now things are gay for tomorrow n i was sooo fucking exited n now i dont even wanna go cus ppl i dont like or kno are gunna be there even tho there friends with them...n alex n kayla rnt going so right there means i might not be able to go...n i wont be able to have fun with those other ppl going it wont be cool at all first i was exited for it now im like dreading it i dont wanna go AT ALL ne more..well ya

kaylas section..
so kayla sup...lol i dont really feel like typing in this ne more im wicked pissed but ya here ya go lol ttyl luv yas

LUV YAS...-=-nicole=-= 

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Oct 20, 2004
this ones for kayla D. hehe

HEY EVER BODY...ok KAYLA D. ROCKS MY WORLD!!!:-P
ne way i am writing this for her cus shes a pooper...
well lets see yesterday was tuesday n i didnt do ne thing just watch the RED SOX kick sum major ass...mhmm OMG EVERBODII kyle got a kitten n i wanna see it but he said i couldnt cus im not cool enough i guess :-/ :'(...but i really wanna becuz then i have another reason to go over his house other then to see his two doggiiz cus i dont go over to see him DUHH....hehe just kidding I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N REALLY HAVE NO CLUE WAT ID DO WITH OUT HIM...lets see the red sox n ehemm that other gay team i cant mention are playing tonight n the red sox BETTER N DEFINITALLY WILL KICK SUM MORE OF THERE ASS'S

well im gunna go shower n stuff write in my taggii boardii!!!!:-D

LUV YAS..xNICOLEx

PS...I CAN NOT WAIT UNTIL FRIDAY ITS GUNNA BE SOO MUCH FUN ME KYLE NICOLAS AKA THE MASTER ALEX N I HOPE KAYLA!!!

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Oct 18, 2004
dum ditly doo doo

alright friday...me n kayla went to diane n megans volleyball game they both one...diane=jv..megan=varsity...umm bri got her surgery...went n visited her sunday n monday <today> then on friday after the v-ball game we went to longmeadow friendlys :our rivals: in spartan shirts us rebels lol...these kids were really funny but annoying n wanted kaylas number lol wow omg that was the craziest night ever i think..exept for this one timei got together with three friends n just ran around there house basically lol n ate ice cream weew wat a day that was lol...

ya n so nothin exiting happend but bris surgery went over cus she had soo much scar tissue...n she was in surgery room for 8 hours or more...instead of 2...yaa

kyle got more info on his cool lil thing that will make him KYLE not just kyle lol...i hope hes in a magazine or ina commercial i commercial i tihnk would be cooler but either way thats soooo cool lol...but hes gunna be gone for a few days n ill mizz him but thatz ok itz worth it:-D

i am on the fone with travs now wooot woooot..

luv yas....NnicoleE


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